Tonight I’m thinking about how a lot for me has changed. Not having anything to do this week kind of hit me like a ton of bricks. I lack the connection that I felt I used to have. A lot of things have changed for me, and that’s why this lack of plans has overwhelmed me so much.
Every week, I meet up with a bible study that Steve Hemphill introduced me to. While I enjoy talking with them and having bible study mostly once a week, I’m sad that I haven’t noticed a personal connection with many people outside that weekly meeting. I’m really sad that I don’t have a job right now, not many close friends, and not much to do. I realize that a lot has changed for me now, and I’m trying to accept those changes.
That’s all. I guess I don’t have much to say other than me noticing them.